Worked last night.
It was extremely cool.
I pissed Brett off more than once.
I threw a couple brussel sprouts at him while I was pulling produce.
He tried to throw a watermelon at me.
That didn't work.
I pushed the produce swinging door into him.
That was fun.
I have to beware the next time I work with him though.
He told me he was going to get me back.
Last night was work. Nothing else really happened. Sat on the corner for a little bit. Shep showed up. Brice showed up. Shep was, well, drunk. Brice and I made fun of her. Then it was like I was drunk. I couldn't walk straight whatsoever.
I am moving out.
I am moving in with Jenna and Matt.
Well not Matt officially.
Just Jenna.
Matt can't move in until this summer.
But he is pretty much staying there.
Huh.
This is going to be a big roller coaster ride.
I won't be there all the time though.
That'll be good.
I graduate in ten school days.
It is definitely scary.
What am I going to do?
This summer is going to be something though.
I cannot wait.
Candace and Sheena want me to stay with them at the lake for a little while.
I have to watch the house for like a week in June.
That's going to be fun.
The last "Friends" ever was last night.
Racheal and Ross are together.
That was so...touching.
It's about time.
Monica and Chandler got their babies.
Yet Joey didn't get Racheal.
But it was destined for Racheal and Ross to be together.
I am about to cry.
Is anyone going to watch "Joey" in the fall?
I might.
I love Matt LeBlanc though.
Tomorrow I get to babysit.
It's going to be fun.
Tristan is such a little cutie though.
Yesterday I carried out their groceries and he said nanana you can't get me.
I hopped into the van and tickled the shit out of him.
I got him all right.
I think that the starter in my car is going out. I don't know why but for some reason it seems to be. Oh well...I want this car to last so I am going to do something. My car is 14 years old. It's one old car. But I love her. I named her Petunia. Okay yeah that's bad but I was drunk when I did it so hush.
Anger.
It's something I feel alot now days.
I just want to bash something in.
I think that's why I threw a brussel sprout at Brett.
Atleast I didn't pick up a watermelon.
We were just having fun.
What really pisses me off is that people think that I should be quiet.
Especially on here.
This is my dairy.
Yeah I know diaries are supposed to be hush hush.
But this one is not.
This is the one that will let me vent.
I can write down my feelings.
But then my mom could find them.
She could now.
But this is just a little better.
I can vent and people can just read my thoughts.
People on the internet just relate.
Well people I don't know.
Blackness.
That's all I feel around me.
Unholyness.
That's what it has come to.
Love.
There is absolutely none in my life.
Sean.
I have no clue where he is.
Chris.
I am sorry.
Aubri.
I love you still.
muah~
Becca*
"She's in love with herself
She likes the dark
On her milk white neck
The Devil's mark
It's all Hallows Eve
The moon is full
Will she trick or treat
I bet she will
She's got date at midnight
With Nosferatu
Oh baby, Lilly Munster
Ain't got nothing on you
Well when I called her evil
She just laughed
And cast that spell on me
Boo Bitch CraftYeah you wanna go out 'cause it's raining and blowing
You can't go out 'cause your roots are showing
Dye em black
Black no. 1
Little wolf skin boots
And clove cigarettes
An erotic funeral
For witch she's dressed
Her perfume smells like
Burning leaves
Everyday is Halloween
Loving you was like loving the dead
Loving you was like loving the dead
Loving you was like loving the dead
Fucking you was like fucking the dead
Yeah you wanna go out 'cause it's raining and blowing
You can't go out 'cause your roots are showing
Dye em black
Black no. 1"
