Oh well my day is over for now. I finally got some money for gas, thank god. This morning, I thought that my car wasn't going to start because it wouldn't turn over for quite some time. oh well. its better now.
sean is avoiding me. who cares. obviously i do.
d-00-d and i are finally on msn together. we are finally talking instead of snooping in on one another's lives.
last night i was writing while watching something, i can't think what it was. it's not finished. its called "bypass 83". for those of you who know where that is, props and realize that it was my escape for almost seven years.
Bypass 83
is it ever going to stop
the past has changed me
everytime i think about those years
83 led us to town
thats all i have right now at this moment. its going pretty slow but i started to cry when i was writing it so its sorta emotional. but i guess more later muah~ Becca*
this damn numb feeling inside
all these voices are a blur
and i can't see the sites
can't somebody help me clear,
help me clear my eyes
into what i am today
but the events of the past
they can't seem to go away
all the times i heard her yell
or all the late night drives
or all the times my eyes weren't dry
i look back and smile
and i don't think about those tears
all i think about are the skies
and the drive we escaped on
where we would escape our pain
walking through dakota square
we'd loose our sorrow in the car
