brand new bag baby~
i think sometimes i feel like i want to feel like i did back in the ninth grade year. not afraid to wear whatever i wanted to wear, not afraid to speak whenever i wanted to, not afraid to feel however i wanted to, not afraid to breathe whenever i wanted to. i miss that time.
last night i decided to finally paint my nails. my toe nails and my fingernails are all black. maybe its a spirit wanting to be hello! i am here just let me loose. today i decided to throw a little punk out in the open. i am wearing my black and pink ramone's rocket to russia tshirt, four jelly bracelets: 2 black, 1 pink, 1 green. i am wearing a pink ribbon around my neck and my hair is super crunchy/curly. wearing my levi strauss jeans, my black two hole cloth belt, and black flip flops. not even fancy flip flops, 1.99 flip flops from wally world.
last night i talked to sean for like ever. just about stuff also. then it was like i should probably get home for supper. i dont think that it is going to happen. i dont know. i just have this feeling. i dont know i think that this time around i am going to have to settle for friends... again. i hate that i really do hate that.
i have to go to work tonight. i dont want to. but its only four hours today, 4-8. those are awesome hours. not too much work but you are there to help out sort of time hours. kenny didn't write out the schedule but gerry did so atleast she knew that i needed those days off. but we have a new manager now. its another lady which really sucks. why? because if leona couldnt handle it then she prolly wont be able to also. but today is my first day of working with the new manager. i hope either a)dustin closes or b)gerry closes. i dont want this new manager to close.
shep is looking at pictures on cmt.com and right now she is looking at seventy three pictures of blake shelton. crap we are going to have to go do announcements any minute now. oh well. i think that i might have to get off of here anyway.
love, peace, and chicken grease (the pest)
muah~
Becca*
