I worked last night. 3:30 to 8:30. Wasn't too bad.
My dad got into a motorcycle accident last night. Well step-dad. He's okay though just a couple and scratched and bruises. He's pissed because I told 3 people last night, Sheena, Sean and Melinda. Sean is my boyfriend. I lean on him. Sheena is an old best friend, I lean on her. And Melinda is my favorite person so of course I am going to tell my bestest friend. Oh well.
People are wanting to know about my secret. It will come in time. I mean I will tell diaryland it in time but for now certain people don't deserve to read about it without me telling them.
Yesterday Randi thought she'd be a genius and put a box of condoms in my car. Needless to say that I didn't use one. We didn't have any time last night. But all I can say is that my boyfriend is talented.
Anywho...I have to work tonight. 4-10. I cannot see my Sean tonight. Oh well.
I think I might love him. I don't want to say it though. Its scary because I have truly never felt like this before with anyone. I don't want another heartbreak. I don't need another chance to cry.
I need to find a prom date. I truly don't think that Sean cares if I go with someone else. He knows I won't cheat on him.
I didn't realize that the yellow sweater that I have on today has something on it. Oh well. I really don't care.
Today June, the school secretary is gone. Melinda and I get to play secretary is we want to. Its so cool. We are truly the only two that she trusts. I think that that is awesome. So first hour, we were June. The new and improved, smart ass June. But June's a smart ass anyway. You have to know her personally to know that. Since our school is so small, a lot of people know that.
Speech State competition starts tomorrow. I didn't make it. Oh well. I don't care. That's two days without Mrs. McKenzie. Good and Bad. Oh well.
I think that this is going to be all for today, well now that is.
muah~
Becca*
"I've been a bad bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins
I've come to you 'cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence
At hand
But I keep livin' this day like
The next will never come
Oh help me but don't tell me
To deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till I'm good
Enough for him
I've got a lot to lose and I'm
Bettin' high
So I'm beggin' you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
What I need is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love "
