Anywho.
Summer is going okay. I mean I am constantly doing something if not nothing.
Brittany, I have not said that I thought that you did that to my car. mI walked out on Amanda and Jamie and Nicole messing with my car. I never once blamed that on you. I am sorry if you thought that.
I would mind my own business at school. I walked around just trying to get back to class on time. I don't do anything that you wrote about. I think that you are just coverin up your own ass.
I am a very friendly person. Obviously these people can tell. I don't care what you think Brittany. I think that you may be jealous. But that is just what other people are reading into it. It doesn't matter. I don't have to respond to this what-so-ever.
Jeremy and I went to Claremore today. Our first little road trip. It was quite fun. I am truly not trying to make anyone jealous but writing about Jeremy. He's my boyfriend and I am with him every night pretty much so everything I do pretty much involves him in some way.
We were looking at vehicles today. I said that I wanted this one jeep cause it was purtty. And he came back with, I will buy you that someday. Awww. d-00-d I think that you might have a new page to turn in the romance novel.
Jeremy has been really good for me. I think that some people could be jealous, like Ronnie, but I just don't seem to care. We have been really good for each other.
As for the college friends, I really don't care what people say. They know the real me. They know me better than anyone has ever just becuase we relate to each other better that I relate with people who are YOUNGER or my age. But I don't care.
Let me say this one more time. I DO NOT CARE WHAT EVERYONE ELSE THINKS. I AM HAPPY AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS. I DO NOT CARE WHAT NEETOCHEETO SAYS. I DO NOT CARE WHAT RENZOU2K4 SAYS. I DO NOT CARE WHAT GROWUPGREEN SAYS. I AM COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY INDEPENDENT FROM EVERYONE WHO THINKS THAT I AM A LIAR OR SOMEONE WHO IS FAKE. THANKS FOR TRYING TO BE MY FRIENDS. ESPECIALLY NEETCHEETO. YOU SEEM TO TRY SO HARD TO GET ALONG WITH ME FACE TO FACE BUT WHEN MY BACK IS TURNED, YOU ARE ALL DEVILLISH TO ME. HMMM....
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I have until thursday off. Jeremy's days off are monday and tuesday. I have those off and wednesday off.
I feel lifted.
In areas I think that I could do better.
Like my social skills.
I am a very social person.
One that doesn't party.
But yet drinks with friends.
Certain people I cannot tolerate.
Like hypocrits.
I am not saying that I am perfect.
Everyone knows that I make mistakes.
I can be hypocrtical at times.
But its those people who are that way all the time.
Say you are a deeply religious person.
Goody for you.
Don't go to church sunday morning after an all nighter that saturday night.
I never once said that I was the perfect christian.
No one is.
The only person that I know of being the perfect christian would be ...
The lord himself, Jesus Christ.
I think that sometimes I can be very judgmental.
I know that I can be very judgmental.
It is in our nature to be that way.
But please don't preach to me when your children are running around drinking and you know about it.
Have some pride and balls and tell your child NO!
I think that settles it for my rant for the day.
This summer has been a blast. So far. Last night Tash was a little pissed becuase she wanted to have sex but we were all at David's. Yeah. It was funny. I hope that everything is all right though.
I think that I might get off of this and check my mail or something. I need to do that.
muah~
Becca*
"I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing"
