okay lyd, manda dawn, and bird: i do not like brett. nothing is going on between the two of us. we were just bored and it was only us two there so nothing i repeat nothing is happening between us.
i finally told sean that still liked him. and he said i accept your apology and he is going to sleep on the heavy load that i laid on him. if nothing can happen i am right with it. oh well.
spring break has been fun. staying out on our corner, chatting. robert had his first kiss last night. it was candace. so cute.
owen, casey, and jeff almost got into a brawl last night with britten, chinis, and justin. i mean come on they are twenty and these punks are seventeen. crazy much. i left early though.
we had our radio station debut yesterday. it was really cool. tere were four of us. quentin, kyle, tiffany and myself. q and tiffany sort of branched off and kyle and i branched off. we sort of put all the music together. kyle and i sort of hung out. it was really cool. and he got free air time, for he wrote a song. its called game of hearts. its really good. its only like two minutes and twenty songs but he said that i could kype it for a little while. then while i was on air, he couldnt find his keys. he left them in the ignition. came back upstaris, jingled his car keys, and left. two seconds later, whilei was on air, he asked becca, you have any cables. it seems that he ran his battery down. hehhee. so i jumped his car and he told me to keep his cds. i will bring them back to him on monday. tomorrow. but omg we had so much fun together yesterday. i loved being on the radio. it was soo much fun.
last night was fun also. i was just driving along, listening to kyles song, in my own daze. when someone honks at me and its sean. i waved. he stuck his tongue out at me. i guess he tried getting me to pull over like three times. he waited for me. then i couldnt find him so i went back to timmons and there he was waiting for me. we talked for an hour until shep got off. then he went home early cause he was tired. hes going to skiatook today and he might come and get me if he needs company. it would be really cool. he told sheen and candace that we needed to talk and then he told me that last night before he left. i think that if we were to go to skiatook today, we could "talk". but oh well. prolly not.
i am tired. think i am going to get my face on and wake up. i need to. sean might be here any minute and if he does then yeah.
the song that is down there would be for someone who is very worried about me for some odd reason. you know who you are.
muah~
Beckers...always innocent Beckers, bri.
"Hey you look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My best friend?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect"
