Okay anyway. Last night was wow. It rained last night and it was wow. Sean and I hung out from 4:30 till 10:00 last night, with my parent's permission. My mom made the comment of why don't yall ride around in his car? Heh. If he had a job for gas money then we would. We were at lowwater bridge, tried to, well not tried but went to go over it. Yeah it was flowing like rapids so we didn't go over it. We went to the other side and parked. We just parked, which is right across the road from Sheena's house, until it started to rain and my car wasn't going to get stuck in the mud down there. So we went driving around for like twenty minutes and we decided to peek our heads in at my house to let my folks know that I was all right. Then we went out to Lookout Point for three hours. It was light outside when we got there and it was pitch black when we left. We went to my house to check in. Okay I truly didn't mean to this but I gave him a small hickey on his neck and we went to my house afterwards. I felt really bad for him because he was sitting there with his neck cocked because he didn't want my parents to see. Yeah then we went back out after I finished floding the damn laundry and we stayed up at the park for like an hour. We froze our asses off in the hamster wheel and then almost fell asleep together in my car. Well I sort of feel asleep two times and the second time he almost dozed off. He woke me up saying we should probably go driving around so we don't fall asleep. So then I dropped him off at his house and he is going to see me tonight maybe, he might come by Homeland, or I will just have to wait to see him until tomorrow. I think that I am going to go and see him at lunch because I cannot wait that long to see him and tomorrow is Vaughn's birthday so yeah I am definately not going to skip the whole day just to see Sean. I love my little brother.
Other than that my life has been sort of boring. Melinda and I aren't spending every moment together anymore and so when we tell each other things, its not a repeat. And I think we like that but last night when I came over to return her marker, Debbie(shep's mom) said that she thought that we had a fight and that's why I hadn't called or came over or anything. Hmmm...nope we just have sort of seperate but the same lives and I think that this is going to be a test of our friendship: a boyfriend and a best friend. Who do I spend more time with? But you know what. They both understand. AND I AM SO HAPPY FOR THAT FACT!!!! : )
muah~
Becca*
"Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive
Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say
How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel"
