So. This weekend was boring. Atleast for me. For Melinda, it was different.

The Swap meet was this weekend. She won second in the weenie bite. Such a skanker. She didn't do the titi show though for Ronnie. And now they are fighting.

Amber said that she was dating this guy that's 26 years old. She said that his name was Brice Milleson. She needs to shut her big mouth before I shut it for her.

Shep's bruises hurt. Don't be doing that stuff.

My parents kept me on lock down this weekend. Why? Because I needed one weekend to be at home before I move out and that is was the Biker's meet. How wonderful is that. They said that it wasn't because they didn't trust me but it seems that way. I guess they just don't trust everyone else. They didn't want me to hang on the corner. It's not like I would have gone off on a Harley. It would be too much for me.

I am graduating this week. Officially tiring myself out from actual work. This weekend is going to be great. I cannot wait. Sometimes I think that I shouldn't move out but I think that I am going to anyway. I need some space. I feel like I cannot breathe whatsoever.

I need to talk to Cory.

I don't know if I ever wrote about this guy Joey who got in a serious car accident this summer. Well Friday night he passed away. Unexpectedly, but it wasn't like he was alive. He was brain dead. They were just holding onto him too much.

Okay.

I am moving out next week. I cannot wait. I am ready to be on my own and just do my own thing. Sometimes I think that I shouldn just live in my house. I mean it wouldn't hurt to live the summer there but the thing is that I can't. I cannot deal with curfew and shit like that. I am ready to move out and to be on my own.

Kendall got a new car. It's actually quite cute.

Shep got her belly button pierced. Its cute but she got it at the Swap Meet. But atleast she is keeping it clean. I just wrote cold. I am cold because of the vent that is blowing on my bare legs. I mean I am wearing capri's but it's still cold.

I guess I am going to get off of here.

muah~

Becca*

"I'm not a perfect person

As many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you"

all i heard this weekend was this song. is it a sign from sean? we are through. yet i heard this song 12 times yesterday. and more on the days before that. is it a sign?

No Sleep last night <|A|> No Sleep in the Near Future

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17 May 2004 / 8:50 a.m.
the reason change who i use to be...what the f ever
Sleep with all the sheets off
bearing your mattress
bearing your soul.