Well. Its been a few days since I updated. Wow. I think that I have a new friend named johnnybegreat or somethinglike that. He's so wow-ing on neetocheeto and he words. Hmmm...
Jeremy and I are doing great. He's always calling me, stopping by, and stuff like that. We had our first official date the other day. Wonderful. Yesterday I had to work a day shift and he brought me a grilled chicken sandwich for lunch. It is so awesome. I am so glad that I am involved with him. He's always calling me sweetie or huney, or baby. I am his angel or as he says it. When my car was broken down, he would give me rides and pick me up from everywhere. I think that that is just awesome. And he said that he is going to miss that.
Last night Jeremy was talking to one of his friends from college and when he asked him my name, Jeremy went blank. And I could tell that he did and that was what was going on. I told him one week of hell is what he is going to get for that one.
My old buddies. Do I hang out with them anymore? Melinda moved, Ronnie turned into an asshole, and the friend that I hang out with are college students. Chris, see, with me I am not wanting to start to hang out with them again. It just doesn't work that way. Oh well.
My cell phone is driving me nuts. I think that everytime I finally put it down from talking with someone else, it rings again or I get another text message. Grr...I wish that only Jeremy and Tash knew my number.
OMG. Joe has been calling me a lot lately. It is so weird. My mom even says that it is really weird. I think here next month, I am going to go see him in Nebraska. Rent a car and drive to him. Yeah I think that is what I am going to do.
I am not going to be taking that trip to Minot though. I really don't have any people that I can contact to stay with. Aubri moved into a new place, I don't have her address or new number. I can never get a hold of Viv, and those are the only two places that I could stay. Oh well. I think that I am just happy to be in this town right now with my boyfriend.
Thanks for all of the support guys. It really means a lot.
muah~
Becca*
"Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...
After all..."
Has anyone else partied themselves stupid since graduation? I think that I might be the only one. Stupid stupid stupid me. But hey I am just having fun, right?
