hey. last night was pretty cool. except for the fact that i had to work 6-10 and sweep/mop all by myself. it was really tiring. and then sean followed me home. we talked. i was supposed to be inside at 10:30. yeah i didn't get inside until almost 11:30. we were just on my back porch talking. no biggie. funny story:
Last night I was getting Gerry her WIC for her daughter. For people who don't knwo what WIC is, its an organization that gives free food to women who are pregnant of have little kids, through either the state or the county. Gerry's daughter is pregnant and she is on WIC. But Gerry was counting the office last night when I was doing absolutely nothing. Well she asked me to get it for her and since I work there I know what you can get and what you cant get. So I asked Gerry what type of milk and cheese Sheryl wanted and went on. Well I went to get the peanut butter and Brett was coming around the corner with the bread. I had the blue/pink WIC slip in my hand and Brett froze and said "Becca don't tell me." "What are you doing with that?" I had to reassure him that it wasn't mine and that is was Gerry's. Well after I got done explaining it to him, Sean came in the store. He didn't notice that I had WIC in my hand and then all of the sudden, I was back by the milk and he just goes off. He seriously thought it was mine. So I had to explain to HIM that it wasn't mine. Man it was a long four hours last night.
Well Sean came over afterwards as I mentioned and we talked for like ever. We were talking about getting back together and he said "Well since I am moving to Bartlesville, I know one person that wouldn't let you come over there to see me." And he was meaning my mom. I reassured him that she wouldn't mind. And I was right. This morning I asked my mom, and she said of course i would let you go see your boyfriend if he lived in Bartlesville. **gasp** you and sean are actually talking about dating. YAH!"
Well last night we were talking about the WIC thing and he said,"We should tell your mom that you are pregnant." I asked him, "Well who's the father of the baby?" He looked at me and said, "Shit I better get out of town." Heh. We were messing around a lot like that last night. It was fun, like old times. We are going out tonight after Demonstration Night and Tori's soccer game. Tori has a soccer game tonight in town and I got off for it!!! ~YAH~
Well I think that I am going to go. Write more later.
muah~
Becca*
"Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little ol' me
Don't let me out of your sight
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights
Oh... I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside
So many reasons
For me to run and hide
I can't do the little things
I hold so dear
'Cause it's all those little things
That I fear
'Cause I'm just a girl,
I'd rather not be
'Cause they won't let me drive
Late at night
I'm just a girl,
Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes
I'm just a girl,
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype
Oh... I've had it up to here!
Oh... am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!
I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worry some
I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to
Is making me numb
I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome
I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to here."
