Last night was hard for me to do. I care for Sean deeply. But he's just not growing up fast enough. Yes he is almost a whole two years older than myself but that doesn't mean anything.
I spilled my heart out to him last night. All he could say was "I'm sorry" or "I don't know what you are talking about." And he didn't once speak over a whisper. Anyone who knows him knows that he is a very soft spoken person, especially when he is being confronted about something.
Katie Ford likes Sean. He better not have been with her. I cannot stand her. If there was any chance of us workign this out, he better not have touched her, or he isn't getting anything, ever! We won't get back together either.It'll be over. She had sex wtih Ronnie. I mean I love Ronnie but uh no.
Today I almost started to cry during geometry. Tiffany had to start with me. She never thinks that she hurts anyone. I mean really. Grow up, but then again so do I but I don't need to grow up, I am still a kid. I am going to act seventeen.
Amber is still talking stuff but now its complaining to Tiffany about me. I am seventeen. I can legally fight her and throw the first punch and not go to jail. Oh well.
Three weeks left until I am officially a high school graduate. Well technically four weeks but you see that last week, the seniors will barely be in class ever so yeah. Wow.
I cried a lot last night. I am just wore out.
I am currently listening to Green Day's Time of your Life (good ridance). Its a very good song.
I have to work tomorrow at 3:30 till 8:30. YAH! **BEING SARCASTIC**
OMG Eric, Melinda, and myself were talking this morning and he goes "I bet I can guess what kind of underwear you are wearing." He guessed melinda's on the dot. He turned to me and said "black or pink boy shorts." OMG I was wearing black and pink boy shorts. Now I am wearing my black ones because they go better with the shorts that I am wearing now.
renzou2k4 changed my profile description to just "becca". its crazy. i use to be awesome but now i am just plain becca. that happens a lot.
oooh I got one of my graduation presents early. my mom ordered me a class ring. its sooo purrtty. i wasn't going to buy one but oh well i am going to love it because i do have one. i am such a nerd.
I miss you.
I love this song. It's I miss you by Blink 182.
But over the music I hear my mom tenderizing the steak that we are having tonight for supper.
OMG Swithfoot is now on! I love this song to death. It's Dare you to move from the Walk to Remember soundtrack. I am in love with his voice. I am in love with this song. I am in love with this band. I am not in love.
I ripped my capris today when I got home from school. Heh. Atleast I didn't do it at school. Well I sort of did it on purpose I was playing with them and ALL THE SUDDEN I heard it rip. So I just ripped them even more on purpose.
I came home and shaved because my legs were hairy and I wore capris to school. Ewww~ So my legs are completely smooth now.
SALVATION IS HERE.
I DARE YOU TO MOVE. I DARE YOU TO MOVE. I DARE YOU TO LIFT YOURSELF OFF THE FLOOR. I DAR EYOU TO MOVE. I DARE YOU TO MOVE. LIKE TODAY NEVER HAPPENED. LIKE TO DAY NEVER HAPPENED. LIKE TODAY NEVER HAPPENED. LIKE TODAY NEVER HAPPENED. BEFORE.
Oh lost prophets are now on. I am loving my video stream today. This is exactly what I need today.
WE SAY WE HAVE A REASON TO NEVER FALL IN LOVE.
I love this song also.
Lost Prophet's Last Train Home.
I guess I am going to go now. More later.
muah~
Becca*
"One! Two! Three!
To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take
But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love
I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here
But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love
Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love
But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again
