Okay I seriously think that I have a major headache going on here.
Sean still isn't home. He wasn't home at lunch. He wasn't home just two minutes ago when I was driving by his house. I know he is not at work cause I drove past it there also.
Tomorrow is good friday. We don't have school. Yah~ Melinda and I are going to venture to Bartlesville. We also want to go to Ponca City to go to Payless but I don't think that mom is going to let that happen. But I am an adult...not really. Heh.
I am glad that Chris is finally getting back to his old self. I don't think that we have much to say to each other anymore. But that is okay. We have our own little worlds going on and sometimes the feelings conicide with each other.
Speaking of "chris"'s: this summer my whole family is going to go camping at Beaver Lake, just like 30 minutes outside where Robyn lives. Okay now I know that you are saying what does that have to do with anyone by the names of Chris. Well Chris, as in Chris Wadsworth, and I use to be friends. We hung out at church. Robyn also use to go to church with us. Her dad was the preacher. It sort of all links but that might just be in my mind. Heh.
I am seriously doubting this whole relationship thing with Sean. I mean one minute he can't get enough and the next he is M.I.A.(for those of you who do not know what M.I.A. is it's missing in action.) I think that he loves me but he doesn't show it when he stands me up. Cory said that I have to give him the benefit of the doubt. Cory has no clue what he is talking about.
Interesting story about Cory for those of who know who he is. Cory use to date Natasha, right. Well he hasn't dated her in three months. He's been messing around with me, Randi, Miranda (current girlfriend). Well, March 2nd, at lunch , in Natasha's truck, down at the pit, Natasha and Cory had sex. Now you are thinking how is this any of my business. It isn't. But I do not deserve to be lied to when asked a simple question when told it. She admitted it. No biggie...hell we weren't dating. But he keeps saying that he is a virgin...to everyone. Cory if you ever read this entry...buggar off. Stay away from the chicks cause it'll all come around to bite you in the butt.
Anywho... the current cd in my car is Evanescence's Fallen cd. The song that is always on repeat is #3, "Everybody's Fool". Why? I have absolutely no clue.
Well I think that I will be on my way.
muah~
Becca*
