well well well. this past week has been already interesting. i have been in tulsa for the past two days just chillin at BPA (or in some states, FBLA) State Conference in the luxurious Renissance Hotel. I mean wow. It was beautiful and our room-service guy was awesome hot. We ordered cheesecake, tradition between Lynn and I. Anyway. I had some awesome fun. But the first thing that I got gripped out about was not calling to say I was okay. Yeah I am almost eighteen and I am supposed to check in when I go out of town for a school function. I mean come on. If I was allowed to use the cell phone these past three days then I wouldve called but no I wasnt allowed to take it with me so I didnt have anything to call with. I dont have a calling card, no phone, and I was not going to call and charge it on my hotel bill.

Went riding around yesterday. I meant after I got back. Trying to find Cory cause we needed to talk. Yeah he was with Miranda. Now I know why he didnt want to do anything on Saturday night. When Miranda was up at the ball field also. It seems that everytime something happens between Cory and I that he automatically starts to date someone else. Well maybe he had been trying to for awhile. I dont know. But its really none of my business and I think that its adorable. He's finally with someone who wont cheat on him or make him feel like shit. Miranda will make him happy and I am so glad for that.

Chris and Noelle broke up for the final time. I am sorry Chris, I knew that you loved her. I bet that she'll realize what a mistake she made and be begging to come back to you once Casey or Jason doesn't want her anymore. Noelle was one lucky girl. She just lost one of the best guys that I know. Hold on Chris. I will be back up there this summer. We can talk then. And please dont be attatched to anyone or anything. Oh and Noelle has no right to be pissed about you and Aubri hanging out. Only if y'all were actually still going out then yeah. But babe, y'all arent and she has no right to judge who you can and cannot date anymore. Remember: YOU ARE A SINGLE GUY NOW. DONT SCREW IT UP!!!

Brittany, thank you. I didn't know that you were actually that kind towards me. And believe me I know that I don't need a boyfriend or anything. Its just at times there is that feeling of being held that sounds really comfortable that I haven't had in quite a long time. But thank you Brittany. I truly appreciated that. And dont let the seniors pick and dog on it so much. One day we are all stupid and nieve and believe something that someone says. And if you don't like Kenny anymore thats awesome. But he's not all mine. I am not even trying anymore, not like I was ever. But thank you Bird that meant a lot to me.

Last night I went to lift the lever that opened my gas tank door, with my door open, hit my frame really hard on my elbow. And it hurts a lot right now. I am sore for some reason. And I dont even know why. I think its because of the dance Tuesday night. At Union High School. Lynn and I thought about wearing all union gear and coming to school today. Yeah that would piss them off right? Yeah. Wearing rival school uniforms to our school. I would do it just to piss people off too.

My hair is super curly today. I kind of like it. I left it alone this morning and put nothing but mousse and hairspray in it to keep it from frizzing. I am just really really really tired.

There was this awesome entertainment at the conference. They were called "Three Men and a Tenor." OMG! They were hilarious. And fun, energenic, talented, and just plain awesome. www.3mt.org check them out they are aweomsely based out of detroit michigan.

muah~

Becca*

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11 March 2004 / 9:56 a.m.
simple yet long one. no seriousness here
Sleep with all the sheets off
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