its the morning afer the day of hell. last night leona didnt schedule any carryout so I didn't sweep nor did I mop. I just pulled frickin produce and brought buggies in. then i picked up shep from work, we took a drag, then I dropped her off. went home. worked on the damn ap assignments, while watching wrong turn. you know what. never watch that movie when its frickin 12:30 at night and you are tired and you are supposed to be doing homework or be asleep. we had a frickin 3 day weekend and I still didn't do anything. until last night. atleast i got it finished.
this weekend was a crazy one. saturday night on the bus home from bristow, jesse got a phone call. it was mark. mark had some bad news. mark's little brother, joshie, i know i have mentioned him, i am his "girlfriend" josh is in kindergarten, well joshie fell off of his top bunk and wasnt breathing. he was unconcious. spelling? i dont know. anywho, we went up to the hospital right after the bus got home. well everyone else did. i had to go home and explain things to mom then go to quicktrip and explain things briefly to shep. well i got up there and jesse aand taft told me he was awake and responding. then i saw mark getting some coffee and i said mark. he said becca. he came up and gave me a hug. then repositioned himself gave me a tighter hug and started to cry on my shoulder. then i started to cry even more. we went outside cause i had to get taft home and mark came outside also. mark placed his coffee on the ground and punched the brick wall to our right. i will never tell a guy that hitting a brick wall is bad. i talked to tommy about that and i think that i would rather have a guy hit a brick wall then me. especially when they are in that state of mind. but yeah i haven't been able to get ahold of him. you are supposed to let his phone ring atleast 10 times before they actually pick up because his house is so big and they only have one phone. well it rang atleast thirty times and they still didn't answer last night. hopefully nothing is serious with joshie. they could be still in bartlesville. not good sign.
i talked to chris last night. well yesterday before heading off to work. the poor boy is so confused about noelle that its not even funny. she needs to get her head on straight. she knows that she is hurting chris. but yet she still does it. that pisses me off.
In the last entry I apologized to Aubri. i am not going to do it again in this one so aubri got to the entry written on feb. 29th okay. thanks.
grrr. saturday night we went riding around to blow off some steam after that. fallon and i sorta raced. beat her ass. and also went off the road. i was shaking the whole time too. you can tell i dont like to speed yet i do. then she tried to tail me like i did to her and yeah didnt work one bit because i did the speed limit and cut out losing her at cory's house. hehehe. heh. they tried finding me too. i saw them again. they didnt see me. heh.
i think i am goin to go and make announcements. without shep. she's over there doing her english notes.
one more quick thing. can i just end all of this with a quick flick of my wrist?
muah~
Becca*
