Weekend was smashed.
I worked all weekend, not a single day off. Sean and I, I think, are over. We still need to talk. Let's backtrack to the start of this whole weekend:
FRIDAY:
Friday I worked 3:30-8:30. I was getting ready to head out of the house and Cory shows up. Wanting to go to the library to work on math. Among other things. Had to work. And I had to see either Sean or Chris after work. Well technically I wanted to see Chris after work. Sean came in the store around 6:30. Asked when I was to be off. I told him. Meet me at the corner. Well no. Okay. Talk to you later. Bye. Well I was suppose to meet Chris on the corner. Fun huh? So I pull in my drive way and I get bitched out because my room isn't clean. At that point I realize that I miss Sean. I mean badly. So I start to cry on the couch. At first I wasn't allowed to go anywhere. Then when daddy saw me crying, he allowed me to go out till eleven. Well we were all down at the Corner and Sean finally pulls up. He says this to me "hey" and that's all until he hops into another vehicle with one of his friends. So I pealed out. I left to park at the Pole and cry. Well I came back and he still wasn't back. But this time, Chris wasn't there either. I called him up and he was running an errand for his dad. SO atleast I knew that he would be back. So I just sat there and cried in my car in front of Randi and Melinda. They were telling me that I didn't deserve that. I don't.
SATURDAY NIGHT: I didn't do jack shit. Well I was suppose to get up early so I could mail off my invitations and shit and clean my room. Didn't happen. I woke up at one. I had to go to work at 3. So I took my bath and got ready for work. Came home. Well I was at work and Chris came in, asked what I was doing that night. Asked me to come out to Lance's shingdig with him. Maybe. SO I asked my mom to go out and she said no. All because my room wasn't emmaculate. I called Melinda and we were talking. She asked if I could still go to Bartlesville in the morning. MOM'S ANSWER "DEPENDS ON HOW EARLY YOU GET UP AND HOW SOON YOU CLEAN YOUR ROOM." I went to be shortly after that.
SUNDAY: I got up at 7 and started to clean my room. I cleaned my room and it was emmaculate by 9 am. I lef to go to Bartlesville around 9:30. Spent almost all day there. Bought jewelry for prom. Went to work at 3:00. Worked until eight. Went to the corner with Sheena, Danielle, Dante, and Willy. I called Chris. He was just getting into town and decided to drop by. From 9-11 we hung out. I think we might start dating. It's awesome. He treats me better than Sean does. Seriously. He says all this shit to me and shit. He's such a doll to me. He is already fighting with me on who is going to buy supper on Saturday. Oh yeah...he is going to be my prom date and oh yeah his name replaced Sean's on my tickets. Heh. I am so horrible. But oh well.
Monday: Well here I am in class. I think that Amber and I have sort of made up. But its still sort of iffy. I have to skip lunch to order the boutineere and I told him I would just pick my corsaige out and he can pay for it. Well it was his idea. Bless him.
more later.
muah~
Becca*
"I've been lying,
to keep you from this pain
Now you're cryin',
and to know that I'm to blame
And I'll miss you
But its over now
I'm so sorry,
that it had to be this way
Please don't hate me,
but there's nothing you can say
To change my mind
I've got to go
(The guy that I fell for)
(He wanted more and more)
Bye Bye Boyfriend
It's time that I'd be on my way
Bye Bye Boyfriend
I used to like the way you said
Baby back it up, Lay down and work
It was fun but it couldn't last forever
Bye Bye pretty boyfriend,
It's time to, It's time to pack it up
Baby 'cause its over now
Let me tell you how it was when we started off
With the tattoo and your lip pierced and right sound you used to rock
Baby everything you do and say is messed up
Things have changed, down is up we're outta luck
And Baby I'm sorry
That it had to be this way
Please don't hate me, but there's nothing you can say
To change my mind
(The guy that I fell for)
I gotta go
(He wanted more and more)
Bye Bye Boyfriend
Its time that I'd be on my way
Bye Bye Boyfriend
I used to like the way you said
Baby back it up,
Lay down and work
It was fun but it couldn't last forever
Bye Bye pretty boyfriend,
It's time to, it's time to pack it up
Baby 'cause it's over now
You never put the effort in to the things that really counted
A word here, and a kiss there
Could change the way it's turning out
You work so hard at all the things I never cared about
Your hands worked and your fingers moved and your eyes went shut
And baby I'm lonely
Though you're right in front of me
You controlled me
That was the girl I used to be
Gave up myself
Well its over now
(The guy that I fell for)
(He wanted more and more)
Bye Bye Boyfriend
Its time that I'd be on my way
Bye Bye Boyfriend
I used to like the way you said
Baby back it up,
Lay down and work
It was fun but it couldn't last forever
Bye Bye pretty boyfriend,
It's time to pack it up
Baby 'cause it's over now
I'm so gone,
Baby cause it's over now
Pretty pretty pretty pretty boyfriend,
C'mon
C'mon
C'mon
C'mon
Baby back it up
Lay down and work
It was fun but it couldn't last forever
Bye bye pretty boyfriend
It's time to pack it up
Baby 'cause it's over now"
