messenger wont let me on. that sucks. i waited for chris to come back on last night. he never showed back up. then i was talking with joe and the internet at shep's house kicked me off. so i am sorry joe. its been a very interesting few days. i woke up this morning and went straight home. shep must have gotten up way earlier than i did because when i woke up she wasnt in her bed. i got up gathered my stuff, went to the living room. there was shep, trenton, and debbie all watching scooby-dooby doo. i said, i will see you in a few hours. we'll have lunch on me. hehehe we did. i was going to buy chinese for shep, taft, vaughn and myself. taft decided he didn't want chinese. he wanted IGA. so i went to IGA, after picking my check up, bought him two pockets and a piece of fry bread. grabbed some diet pepsi for me and mom, paid for it. dropped that off at home, picked up vaughn, and then shep. and we all ate happily at Chinese Buffet. YUMMY YUMMY! dropped shep off at her house, dropped vaughn off at home. then i went out to ALCO and bought a lip liner pencil, a eyebrow pencil, a diet coke with lime, and a resse's fastbreak. they didnt have my smores bars so i had to buy something that i use to like. omg it tastes like a nasty slim fast bar. nizing them from my good candy bar list. it goes to the bad list of candy bars.
i am about to cry. right now i am listening to trace adkins's THEN THEY DO. yeah i realize even more today that i am graduating in nine weeks. yeah i am crying now. its such a sad/happy song. "...then they do...oh then they do..."
i talked to joe last night. one of his best friends is pregnant. so he decided to wait to have sex. he's still a virgin. bless him. yeah he said that once he turned 18 he would have sex. he turned eighteen and now he decided not to have sex until he's married. i am so proud of him. muah joe. major props.
"... and p.s. if this is austin, i still love you..."
i think that i am in a country mood. i love that song. blake shelton's "p.s. if this is austin" is a great story about love. and how love runs deeper than anything else. god i hate that term. love. it sucks
chris and noelle broke up. he's taking it better than i could've ever thought he had. she broke his heart for the last time, or so he says. i don't think that he'll go back with her again. hopefully not. this summer i am definately going up there. i am a good driver so hopefully mom will allow me to go.
"... i could wash my car in the rain, change my new guitar strings...i don't need to waste my time crying over you... i've got better things to do...just get on with my life...i don't need to waste my time crying over you...i've got better things to do...i've got better things to do..."
i love terri clark. she is inspirational. that was her "i've got better things to do" right now i am listening to her "i want to do it all."
"...im sitting in traffice in the fifth year in a row...i started jotting things down on a krispy creme sack, everything i would do if i could leave this place and never look back...i wanna do it all...say why not when somebody says hey do you wanna...settle down with the love of my life, rock little babies to sleep at night...i wanna take it all in...catch a few beads down in mardi gra...start a tradition...lay down the law...i wanna do it all...anytime i wanna do it...visit paris in the fall...i wanna do it all..."
i love her she is sooo cool. so is kenney chesney. i am listening to "there goes my life"
"...hell im just a kid myself. how am i giong to raise one...all he could see was his dreams going up in smoke...so much for ditching this town and hanging on th coast...there goes my life...there goes my future...my everything...might as well kiss it all goodbye...there goes my life...a couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later...that mistake he thought he made covers up he refridgerator...she smiles back at him...dragging that teddy bear...sleep tight....blue eyes and blonde curls...there goes my life...there goes my future...my everything...i love you...daddy good night...there goes my life...with abercrombie clothers, fifteen pairs of shoes, his maerican express...she hugged them both...headed off to the west coast...there goes my life... there goes my future...my everything...i love you baby goodbye...there goes my life...there goes my life..."
you know what. diet coke with lime is awesome. i am not a diet coke fan but its good. i love the hint of lime. tastes and sounds a little exotic.
now i am listening to terri clark's "i just wanna be mad"
msn is still not giong to let me in to talk to my friends. this sucks. really badly too.
"...no i dont want to go back upstairs..."
it wont even let me into hotmail. well maybe its cause i am so impatient. but oh well. i smell like chinese food. not good.
joe nichols "she only smokes when she drinks" is a sad song. but its a good song.
we are finally on spring break.YAH!!!!! but its going to be a boring one...i am working like 30 hours.
"...you can give her a light...but its not what it seems..."
shep might go out of town so i am going to be bored since cory and i arent close anymore since him and miranda are dating for the past what three days. yeah oh well. i think that i am not going to go to prom. i dont have a date and i wont get one here soon so yeah. i dont want to go stag. i dont think that i can handle goinng to stag again. i mean i went with eric sophomore year, went stag last year. i didnt really have fun. i mean it was cool and all...i went with the girls but like i dont want that this year. and i am not, i repeat, i am not going to ask kenny or anyone else. i would rather stay home then a) ask someone or b) go stag again.
i have to go to work in 93 minutes.
i had to glue something on my car. like the runner or something was coming off so yeah i sorta needed to glue it back on. i need to rinse my car off. owen jumped on the hood last night. jerkish. so i have foot prints on my car. dirrty foot prints on my car. then shep put her foot on my heater vent on the passenger side and its dirty there also. last night we drove past the baseball field and owen, jeff, and casey were hitting a few so we pulled into the grass. and gathered balls for them, chatted and my car got jumped on by owen. yeah not good. i have two big foor prints on my car.
did you know pawhuska has a school of ballet now. yeah its strange. we finally got some sort of culture but who knows if its any good.
dierks bentley is sooo cute. "what was i thinkin?" is an awesome song.
i think that i am going to get off of this thing.
muah~
Becca*
